I figured I start my blogging off with a little history lesson.
I got into the Adult Industry Nov. 23, 2001. Had some of the best times(and not so best time) of my life from then until approx mid 2006. At that time in my porn career I was a condom only performer(HIV outbreak scared the shit outta me). To supplement my income I started working for North Pole/North Star in their office doing office work. I am forever grateful to them. They started paying me to direct and learn how to work a camera for a MILF line-never saw how they turned out. I was waaay too scared lol.
At this point, I started going to school for my passion, human behavior/unconscious drives. I do love having sex on camera, but I can’t do it forever…unfortunately. So, I quit the biz without any announcement of retirement(thankfully, I didn’t lol). I was ready to put the porn biz behind me and lead a “normal” life. So, I went to school in Santa Fe, NM for a bit and came back to Cali after I graduated. Then, I decided that one school wasn’t enough and went to another on here in the valley. I graduated that one at the beginning of ’08. I am now a C.Ht, (MP)NLP-Clinical Hypnotherapist and Master Practitioner of Neuro Linguistic Programming. I studied Hawaiian Shamanism and a bit of Quantum Physics, as well. I almost had a full time practice until the economy went to shit, student loans started coming in, and left the long time BF. So, I took whatever money the gov’t didn’t take out of my ROTH. That didn’t get me too far. So….What can I do now?? The one thing I tried to push out of my life that I missed for a looong time. PORN!! I went back and forth with myself knowing that I’m risking my credibility as a therapist. Eventually, I said, “Fuck it! I’m the only one who has to live with me and pay my bills. Judge me…” So I called Mark Speigler in March of ’09. I’ve been working ever since. I don’t work as much as I could…I want to keep time to see the clients(therapy clients…not those kind!! Before you ask.) I still see.
I’ll be posting a few pics from the past few years soon.
Thank you, to all my fans that have stuck around in my yahoo group. Thank you, Ranger. You stuck by me. I really appreciate it more than I express.
Thanks to all the porn folks for being here…I feel like I’ve been reunited with my incestual dysfunctional functioning family 
Anybody can feel free to ask me questions. I’m open and will answer honestly. I’m not always timely, but I WILL get back to you….even if it takes me a while.